Sunday, November 28, 2010

found this on tumblr ..

Boy: I broke up with her.

His Best Friend: What happened?

Boy: She’s just too much for me.

His Best Friend: What makes you say that? What did she do wrong?

Boy: Well, for one.. She only cared about her appearance. Always had to look good, always took forever to get dressed! So insecure..

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she wanted to keep your eyes locked on her? She wanted you to see that you have the prettiest girl under your sleeve and not think otherwise? I see..

Boy: Oh.. Well.. She’d often call me or text me asking where I am, who I’m with, telling me not to smoke, not to drink. She’s so clingy!

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she cares about your well being? Because she cares about you a lot? And her greatest fear is losing you. I see..

Boy: But.. Uhh.. Well, she’d always cry when I say something slightly mean. She can’t handle anything. She’s a crybaby!

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she has feelings? And because she just wanted to hear you say you love her? I see..

Boy: I.. Well! You know, she’d get jealous easily. I could barely talk to other girls! She’s so annoying! I had to hide it from her so she wouldn’t bitch about it.

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she just wanted you to commit to her? She thought you were faithful, but you lied so she could find out later and hurt even more? She just wanted the guy she loves the most to love only her. I see..

Boy: Well, she..

His Best Friend: You broke up with her because she’s good for you? She just wanted the best for you? She’s broken now because you were selfish. Are you proud?

Boy: I broke her heart.. Because I couldn’t see what was happening.. What happened to me?

His Best Friend: You lost the girl that loved you like no one else could. You see? You didn’t want her when all she ever wanted was you. THAT’S what happened.


Think about it, when she’s too much for you.. She just wants the best for you. Because to her YOU’RE the best. If you don’t like something, talk to her about it. You mean so much to her. Don’t just give up. Don’t just leave because you want the easy way out. Ya’ Dig


Wednesday, November 17, 2010

a short conversation brighten my day (:
it might mean nothing to you , but dear ,
it means alot to me .
trying to be happy when chatting with you is difficult .
so you ont hate to talk to me .
iloveyou still ..

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

okay ! so im back to blog !
so far , i've recieved four advanced birthday present from 2 people (: both hello kitty ! THUMBSUP ! (:
first is build a bear hello kitty & hello kitty bling bling watch from chanMIMI! hahahahha ! :)
secondly ,
HELLO KITTY towel & hello kitty LED light from KEITH! (: the towel & led light costed him $63.10 ! super expensive la ! he gave me his debit card as he is working so ask me go buy my hello kitty things . and i bought those thing , end up he still tell me not very expensive ! punch your face man ! hahahaha !
hee .
my chan PP bought me hello kitty jelly (: super love ! hahaha ! haven eat it , cant bear to open ! so its still nicely unsealed in my fridge ! haha.

yes ,
i know they are trying to make me happy (: thanks alot loves one ! really appreciated .

still , like what CPP told me .
break up is the most painful thing on earth you would ever feel ..
& i really dont want this to happen ..

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

yufen ,
you're nobody now .
yufen ,
you're nothing to him now .
yufen ,
you have no position to say anything now .
no matter how much you think , it has no use alr .
yufen ,
you are nobody to get jealous .
yufen ,
you are nothing to her .
yufen ,
you might be thinking too much .
yufen ,
he might still come back to you .
yufen ,
i just feel like stabbing you now ! CHAN YUFEN ! FUCK YOU & STOP THINKING!

Sunday, November 7, 2010

miss you , fuck my life !

Friday, November 5, 2010


find myself like a fool , really an idiot .
having the tears in the eyes yet have to hold on & tell myself not to cry .
heard any passerby ringtone is love the way you lie , i started looking around thinking it will be you .
you told me you couldnt take it & you didnt give me the chance to change . im the one who say stop clinging on you . but i regret , & its too late .

it suppose to be a promise ,
no more drinking , no more piercing .
but , i should know that we are no longer specially related .
you have every rights to do everything , but it really hurts to see you back into that stage .
& that message kills me .

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

updating my blog again , but not for you guys .
but YOU ,

又在一个人的时候,当门已关上,当灯已关上后, 人也累了。不禁想起了你, 不是说平常都没有在想你, 但不知为何特别想你。
你需要的时间够了吗?我不想再等,也不想再一个人过 。一个人过日子好辛苦你知道吗?im trying my best to salvage this relationship . i swear that i cherish this relationship , i really dont wish to put a fullstop to mark an end to this r/s .
you know that isnt it ?
friends & family are asking bout you , can you tell me how am i suppose to reply them ? you know it makes me an idiot when im crying when i look at our photos and reminisce on our past. i should be smiling when im looking at our photos , but no.
time spent between each other are getting lesser , & i miss you alot . i cant find any words to describe how much im missing you .
it hurts alot when i try to take the first step & you choose to move back , it hurts to see that your phone wallpaper is no longer us , & it hurt even more when you ask me not cry .
you used to see how i fall , you are the one who pull me up & out from the misery . youknow better than anyone else how fragile , how weak i am . are you going to make me fall ?
tell me that you're not leaving , will you ?


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