Wednesday, September 2, 2009
 tml will be the 4th month that you left miie . i missed you , everyday without fail . for this 3 months plus going 4 months , i took every chance of mine to look at you, steal a glance from you . its has been a long time , since i take a good look at you . im glad that you're studying now , so like i've promised i would smile everytime we see each other . but boy , everytime you gave her a kiss-goodbye . did you realise that i din even look at you guys ? cos it really hurts . worrying bout you was a non-stop thing . troubles from outside thats happening to you , makes miie fucking worry bout you . makes miie cant get to sleep , thinking that will you be okay or not ? paranoid whether anything will happen to you . just becos of that mistake i've done on that day , everything changed . i've lost you . slitting was back to my mind . im sorry . even though , i told people i will give up on you . but theres no way im doing that , cos whenever i feel like giving up , something will stop miie from giving up . but when im holding on to it , everyone is asking miie to give up . im so fucking lost . im dunno how to face tml , its never be okay for miie to face you , her & everyone . becos of you , i cried again . becos of you , my heart hurts once again . becos of you , i slitted . becos of you , im lost . if now im gonna be hurt like this , and got what i eventually wants in the end ; seriously i really dunn mindd get more hurt than this . telling you im not holding any much big hope on you , im lying to you . every thing is a hope to miie , im still holding on to a big hope . if this gonna kills my heart , i dunn mindd . becos of you , i can do almost everything . just becos of one simple reason , iloveyou just another chance ? |
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