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Thursday, August 20, 2009
my blogger is back to normal mode . thanks to qiaoling who told miie what to do uh . if not , i think till now my blog still siao sia. ;D short briefing what i did in school . back in school , completed DNT project in a period when others uses bout 2 weeks ? no larhh , got friends help also larhh . think i really wonderwoman to complete all things in 35mintues mehh. ahaha . skipskipskip~~ slacked for chinese lesson SKIP~~~ after school , went for NPCC meeting . for like 10-20mintues , after that went home bath and den went to 756 slack . till 6+ went home . 1950 liddat , yuan cheng ahh gongg came over to my house . when i just done eating my maggie , and then cooked for him to eat also . after he ate , he went off ! LOL . as he told his father he would be back home at 8 . so said byebye to him , and he went home. left miie& second jiejie at home . while watching tv , i emo-ed . today a little sucklish day for miie , dunn ask miie why . how should i say , just like ... maybe moodswing ? emo ? aiya . i also dunno lehh , no mood for slacking , no mood to talk , no mood to sing , no mood to chat on phone . no mood to do this and that . mood to cry ? maybe ? but i think too tired to cry liaoo . but i think no tears le . whatever it is , im just too tired of this sucklish life . just feel like giving up on this life . sounds so foolish & childish right ? yes , i know . but guys , its really lost when there nothing left for you . it really hurt . sorry people , maybe im just a bitch who break promises . i hate tml , people save miie from that . i dunn wanna live on every 21st , the feeling really sucks . every memories is coming back to miie again . im tired of crying . im tired of missing you . im tired of missing the pasts . im tired to tell myself you're not mine . im tired of thinking of the memories . im tired of all this . every 21 of each month , i felt lost . even though , i missed you . i cant do much things . you and her are that sweet . and now , im feeling so awful when i saw that scene . no one knows the feel , when the person you love so much was tgt sweetly with the girlfriend . i smiled , i've tried my best . but ever it comes to the time that im alone . im facing myself . and i failed to smile already . i said that im willing to wait , but days goes by the hurt you gave miie becomes deeper . i can see now in your heart , there's only her . she determine your mood , she makes you smile , makes you sad , makes you angry and everythiing. becos you react to her , shows how much she meant to you . its another 21st again . remember-ed the days you same to fetch miie after school & CCAs . remember-ed that day you first hold my hand . remember-ed the day you first hug mie . remember-ed the times you said iloveyou to miie . remember-ed the days we laugh tgt , smile tgt , cried tgt and finally took pictures tgt . remember-ed the way you takecare of miie when im sick . remember-ed that day you came over to my house when im ill . remember-ed the way we determine that we are not goign to seperated when mummy & daddy knows bout our relationship . remember-ed the days we patched . remember-ed those times when you are worry for miie . like i've said , pictures is always in my phone . i just cant bear to delete it , those memories was wonderful . i swear you would be the best guy . even though it hurts , but i rather to see you smile happily . iloveyou ,boy |
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