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Wednesday, August 26, 2009
im back . ;D seeing you almost everyday . promised you stuff , i really din expect you to remember that thing . was happy enough , but when you called her mrs thien , you brought down my entire mood . well , i shall have learnt to smile when i hear that . but i just couldnt face the truth . remembering that i was once named as tang yufen and almost every of my friends called miie that . cried over and over again . jes & rach sis was always there for miie . thanks , but i din really tell them what really happen , but they do know its becos of you . jes sis told miie no point thinking back . but i dunno how to not think back , i missed every seconds we used to spent tgt . looking at both of you , i dunno whether i should bless you guys . or should i say that i blessed you two and now im here living miserably . tears always roll down uncontrollably , its either tears roll down without my permission or no tears which is more hurts . i really dunno what to say already . day by day life is getting miserable i really dunno how to go on with my life le . becos of you , i cried . becos of you , i slitted . becos of you , i smiled . becos of you , i quarreled with friends . becos of you , i quarreled with family . becos of you , i emo-ed . becos of you , i changed . becos of you , becos of you . and its all becos of you . to see you score well , i promised to smile . when i cried at home , no one knows . only snownite and ahding knows . i still cherish them as much as before . looking at you at a distant and smile is what i can do . when we are slacking , we are so near yet so far . when you told miie you are studying becos of our deal , im real happy . wanted to say to you aisini . but i din , i think we have the limit . even though , now im single i say to everyone this but not you . cos if i ever said to you , i really mean it . you are studying whether is becos of her or our deal , i dunn care , as long as you study well for your n level , im already happy . takecare . |
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