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Monday, July 27, 2009
this few days wasnt myself , feeling DUPER low . chatted to certain people example like fengqing TUTU and other uh , trying to get some nice advice . but people only tell miie , dunn think too much . well, im really getting tired . hanging on there for 2months 24 days , going to 3 months . but i get nothing in return , wait and wait and wait but nothing seems to get back . once got a very big hope , but this few days , someone claims its true . but i doubt it would happen . im not that strong like how you people sees miie . im still a normal girl , i still have feelings . i do feel down , i do feel hurt . i know when im out , i dunn appear to be sad . i know , but deep down its really a deep cut in it . promised myself to give up on him for umpteen times , but i couldnt do it . felt so helpless , nights was hell for miie again . cried and cried and cried like an ass . couldnt do anythiing expect for that? well , though of something . not gonna tell here . im really so messed up now . am i suppose to hang on or to let go ? im totally lost . like today , went to 678 there . was a very nice place , but i went emo . wrote things there , i suppose that would be my memories kept in . im sorry if i've did smth wrong . friends out there , stop asking already . im really going to break down . i know you guys care bout it , i know im smiling to you guys but inside my heart im not .thanks alot . and dunn tell miie that you love miie when you dont . cos it totally sux when you findd out its not true at all , and its the person you never wish it would be . this might the last time , im really getting real tired . and im still missing you . |
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