Monday, March 30, 2009
   as you people can see , some changes to my blog . and its obviously smth happen , yes TDJ and i have broke up . im smiling ? its very difficult for miie to smile like nothing happen . but some how , in front some particular people , i gotta smile . its very xin ku very xin ku . everynight thinking of the past , cried , looking at photo i and him took on whatever occasion , listening to songs , watching a show no matter is funny or what . tears seems to replace everythiing ! some people know how much he meant to be . but maybe we were just not fated for each other ? my love is there doesnt mean his love is there . im not pushing blame to him ; once something is missing mostly it wont be back . seeing couple all around , loving ; sweet they look so happy . even people younger than miie is having a sweet relationship ? envy and nothing else i can do ? i sense smth happening few days back , im just want him by my side so i take it as i din feel anythiing , but its obvious isnt it ? i shouldnt have say that sentence and word 'break' . even though i know its gonna happen but i still regret ? heart is empty now , simply just bleeding . told myself i gotta be strong but i cant . boy , you are the one who make miie believe in love again . you are the one who start to say iloveyou forever to miie . you are the one who pulls up my life and eventually you are the one who leave miie in the darkness . you are the one who says that you gotta hold on to miie and never let go . you are the one who promise that your love wont fade . things above is what you told miie on 210308 0100 . from the minute you told miie your feeling fade , yes ; thanks for the answer so that i did not hide it anymore , i already know about it . sorry i've made that sentence , i gotta say that before you say . i dunn wann you to say out ; at least this time i'll be the bad person to dump you . and this occur on 290309 1600+ i'll still love you {dunn tell miie not to love you } i'll still miss you . i'll still be with you . i'll still be the one for you . i'll still be at the bball court to suport you . i'll still dwell on the past . { the memories you gave miie is too memorable , that i dunn wish to forget } maybe im the one who doesnt knows how to handle relationship , boy , i still love you . jazreel jie told miie to be strong i want it too . but i just cant , heart was totally dead . nothing to push miie on . james told miie to forget you . thank you but i cant . lastly , boy thanks for the memories . i'll still wait for you ... iloveyou as before , im waiting for you . i'll be waiting for your love . wishful thinking , only you'll miss ... Labels: only if we are fated . |
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