Not Yours , AnyMore
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191194 is the day i exist in this world .
Single & might be available



♥ Loves.

Alex JINYU
Amin FRIEND
Bin Kiat KORHH
Chee Guan KORHH
Chu Jie FRIEND
Cynthia LOVER
DingJie daPANDA
Dorisa GIRLFRIENDjie
Edsel baobeiiERpreciousPTS
FengQing TUTUkorhh
HoKit DADDY
James HUAI REN
Jazreel SWEETIEjie
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Jia Min CRAZYLADY
Joachim BRO
Joan FRIEND
Joceline FRIEND
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JunHong BESTFRIEND
Kenn bearBEAR
Kenneth KORHH Kexin HAOLIANPO
Liyana DARL
Lynette xinganBFsista
Michelle GIRLFRIEND
Naqib NEHNEH
Nizam RANDOMbestie
Qikaa SWEETHEART
Rachael JIE
Rafiq BUDDY
RAHMAN BRO
SHANE KUKUNEHNEH
Sharon AIAISX
Shawn HAOPENGYOU
Shazwan SAYANG
Shiling DARLING
ShinYing JIE
Si En KORHH
Tikus LOVES
Vivian LYEFRIEND
WeiHao NEPHEW
WeiJie KORHH
Xiao Ping DIDI
XinRong daddyTAN
Yang xinganBAOBEIIerzii
Yuan Cheng AHHGONGG
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♥ Rewinds.
October 2008
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January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009

♥ Credits.
Designer: Ah Bii
Basecodes: xpeixin

♥ Sunday, December 20, 2009

stayed at home for the whole day . sis's friend came over to my house to slack and they had a mess in my house ! okayy , so the day went like this :

woke up at bout 11 plus 12 , went makan with mummy , daddy& jiejie at jurong . after eating , went to woodlands mart to pay bills and buy things at shop n save . buy finish liaoo , daddy send miie & jiejie home and they went out . so jiejie ask miie text shijie to tell him mummy went out le . after texting him , went to bath .
came out from toilet jiu saw shijie , wenjun and yang at my house le -.- super noisy de . joined them , went up to daddyTAN house to lend mahjong as my house mahjong set with michelle girlfriend . after lending , played mahjong with them . keep losing larhh . stupidd shit .

and then , after playing mahjong . i went to sleep , kena waken up by shijie . cos he ask miie can eat my hotdog marhh -.- den i say okay lorhh . after that cant get back to sleep liaoo . headache fucking pain till now still pain . something is very wrong with miie -.-
and they went home at 11 plus .

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9:21 AM

♥ Saturday, December 19, 2009

its now 0400 of 201209 . times flies . after mummy went out , met up with darling , si en korhh & zen at woodlands mart . after that , chatted with bubble tea shop uncle for bout 15 - 20 minutes and went off to 796 , as korhhkorhh wanted to pass his friend some stuff , so went with him .

walked all the way from woodlands mart to 796 there , walked past a few places and miie & korhhkorhh ralked bout last time , what we did and everything . after korhhkorhh passed his friend stuff , we went to admiralty cos darling wanted to go toilet . saw korhhkorhh's dad , din call him . cos at first , din know that its korhhkorhh's dad =x

after darling used the toilet , we proceed to 682 there to sit & slacked . talk cock bout lots of stuff , damn dumb shit uh . until 8 plus , zen and korhhkorhh went to findd korhhkorhh's brother while miie & darling went to meet up with baobeiiERpreciousPTS at woodlands mart , cab down there cos baobeii say he going down now . who knows when we reach , he also haven reach . dumbo baobeii i have (:

slacked with him all the way till 10 plus , joachim BRO came to join us and we continue slacking at woodlands mart carpark till bout 11 liddat . went to 765 to slack , had some quarrel with my baobeii & eventually he got angry ): but now okay le ! (:

till 11 plus 12 , darling and erzii came over to my house and slack . many funny stuff happen eh , played with hamster and played poker . until 1 plus , 4 other slackers came over to my house too , to slack ! chatted , joked and suddenly my mood when down down down ~

PMS i suppose? or i saw smth ? whatever , for what i got jealous , you're not mine anyway . -.- yarhh , and then bout 3am plus they went off as mummy is coming back soon . after they left , cleared up the whole house . bath and here i am to post !

until now im still not in the good mood . i really dunno what to do now . i've tried letting you go and this is what im doing now . but everytime i saw you , flashback came and i just feel like giving up already . no one's know what im feeling expect for myself . and just becos no one know how i feel , i got more moodless . felt so helpless ):


*edit
read up with my whole blog from the very first post till the very last post . this blog really contains alot of memories , regardless of fun & laughter or sad & cries . well , kind of stupidd but when i read this blog i eventually cried . really , flashback came back almost every night and i really dunno how to smile with that flashback in my mind . it really hurts a million times even when both of us is having fun .
/edited

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11:49 AM

♥ Friday, December 18, 2009

its now 1337 of 191209 . nearly lost track of dates , luckily there's a handphone with miie to remind miie yeahh .
gonna rot at home for the whole day alone . gonna be fucking bored and i really dunno what to do . im having a very bad mood since i woke up , dunno whats wrong with miie . flashback came again , and im fucking lost . _l_

thought of lots of things , times and times of 'leting go' but none seems to success . felt helpless , closest ; most loved cant help . PTS is still asleep , but PTS i really need you now . faster wake up kay ?

heartbreak is all i got !

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9:34 PM


its now 0357 !
its fucking bored !
its getting harder to explain . things is changing , so do people !
AHAHAHAHAHA!
okay , xiaoFEN is crazy !
and bye ! _l_
-.-

Promise me @
11:57 AM


life as usual .
hmmm , nothing seems to be better . oh yarhh , whatever . fucking shit .
FUCK YOU ! bye ! -.-
_l_

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7:25 AM

♥ Thursday, December 17, 2009


HOHO !
went to nizam randomBESTIE's blog and saw this photo ! ;D and missed NPCC alot
okay , misses fun & laughter with squadmate . misses all punishments with squadmate . misses everything with squadmate .

remembered when all were sec 1 in 2007 , even one was like nerd , all in-cooperate , no teamwork and all . but after much training & camp tgt with all dearest CIs & HOs 's patience , care and teaching , everyone became unite , teamwork was all there . but sometimes , things still cropped up when some refused to cooperate . still , everyone are still unite stay tgt .

and now sec 3 ; CLs of 2009 , some has lose interest with in NPCC and not attending it . desite of them , we still successfully at least organise a camp for 2009 sec 1 orientation camp tgt with the SCs and a camp for NPCC sec1 camp .
even though , we din did a great job . but we had tried our best , and we also had fun . hopefully the sec1s have fun too (:

until now , NPCC is still the best CCA i ever had . that can let miie forget everything during training , and wash away all the happiness . just becos of this squad , xiaoFEN managed to smile even school after schoool hour every friday . (:

had fun ever since joined NPCC ! no regret ! and there's a camp coming up , tgt with my squad , and CIs . hmmmm , i heard from TUTU that NCC is also having CAMP !!

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reminder to all sec 3 CLs : remember to bring along your notebook ! thanks babe&hunks (:

work , play , train , rest . NPCC are the best !





continue to strive for gold unit again ! (:

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10:35 AM

♥ Wednesday, December 16, 2009

its now 0410 in the night ! ;D currently chatting with chee guan korhh , playing cafe world at facebook and watching '恶魔在身边' devil beside you .
wonderful show ! watched alot of times le , but still love it alot ! the mike he jun xiang its damn handsome larhh ! omggg !
(: anyway , cousin say this to miie ' eh , sleep at 6 larhh ! ' walaoo ! ahahha. but i agreed to ! lalas.
okay , someone eventually spoil my mood ! okay , partially my fault .. but ! aiya . forget it ! BYE

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12:10 PM